Normal would always be a word I redefined with my life. There is nothing normal about looking like a pretzel when you’re born. But I did. My parents immediately knew something was off the night I was born.
I was breach.
I was blue and coded.
I looked like the human pretzel.
With my arms and legs tightly twisted and drawn up into a ball, they couldn’t get a diaper on me the first two weeks. A doctor recognized the condition and told my parents, “She has Arthrogryposis. The Classic Case. Her joints and muscles are affected, but her brain is just fine. She may never walk. And she will need lots of physical therapy.”
They accepted this news from the start and began to embrace a new normal. For themselves. For our family. I had two brothers at home waiting to meet me.
My parents started taking me to the orthopedist and physical therapist at 3 weeks old. Just thinking about this now, I realize what a commitment we all made. Someone needed to do the exercises on my little body 5 times a day for the first 2 years of my life. This routine became our normal until my muscles loosened and I could move a bit more freely.
My brothers were constantly a part of the process, distracting me from any pain or discomfort and giving me reasons to smile. I’ve been told I cried a lot. But my brothers were there to remind me to laugh. They motivated me to do the hard work when I was old enough to really understand. I wanted to keep up with them as much as I could.
From the outside, I’m sure we looked different. Our normal involved taking me to extra appointments throughout childhood. And we worked through the physical challenges of Arthrogryposis to find ways to let me be normal. Be normal and feel normal.
The focus was never on the limitations. As a family, we did normal things — Playing in the sandbox. Swimming in the pool. Riding a toy motorcycle. Fishing in the neighbor’s pond. — Whatever activity my brothers were doing, I was right there trying. Sometimes my dad held me upright or my parents sat me in a special chair. Other times a friend or therapist would modify something to make it work for me.
Before I could talk or walk, my parents were determined to help me overcome the obstacles that came with Arthrogryposis. We had to start at an early age. That’s normal for people with Arthrogryposis.
Read Understanding Arthrogryposis and A New Normal, part three.
What a blessing all of your writings are. Thank you for sharing your normal. I think many times that word is misunderstood. Our normal is suppose to look like someone’s elses but we all indeed have our very own normal. I’m just glad we can share our normals with each other. So many valuable lessons learned in many of them. Love you friend! Keep writing!
Normal is a tricky word to understand. This is funny to admit, but I’m still learning what it means for me. Writing my way through my thoughts helps a lot. I’m glad we get to share our normals as well! Thank you, friend. 🙂
Dear Laura, I just went through the emotions of your birth until now. I thank God for choosing the right mom and dad for you….and brothers. How fortunate! They were all so so good in understanding your “new normal” they experienced with you. You are very accomplished because of their help and of course your “red headed stubbornness”. Lol. I admire you and your family. Love, Aunt Sandra ♡
Yes! Thank you, Aunt Sandra! Looking back on everything makes me even more thankful to the way God writes our stories. Love to you!
Your family is an inspiration to us! I love the photos.
Thanks! It has been fun looking at the old photos.